Things seem to be slowing down at work so hopefully I will be able to start blogging more often. I'm hoping to get back to almost everyday. I have my 2 month post-op post ALMOST ready to go..coming soon my little cupcakes...
I have to make a confession gals.... It's hard to admit because I've been doing soo good for soooo long.
I think I may be depressed.
There... I said it...
I have done what I would call a good job "dealing" with my issues, working through them in my own head, forgiving, learning how to function. (I'm sure a therapist would disagree...)
I think a big reason I get this way is because I haven't figured out how to deal with hard things as they come...as they happen. REALLY deal with them. They pile up and the next thing comes along and hops on the stack until the pile is so big I can't carry it anymore and I drop everything including myself on the floor crying to The Hubs like a little baby. Unloading EVERYTHING on him at once which is totally unfair to him.
I have to change it.
I have to break the cycle.
I didn't go through major surgery and a painful recovery just to give up AGAIN.
I think it's finally time I suck it up and get help. I'm ready to figure this whole thing out... find tools to deal with the war in my head and my heart.
Mix it with a dash of his cray-cray
We make a cray-cray goulash!